Crazy Week!

Well where to begin........well with the good news first. I did pass my pharmacology test and with an A at that! So that stressor was over as of Thursday afternoon. On Friday and ran my friends daycare for the day. Well lets just say....she has way to many kids for one person, and I figured out that I am not cut out to be that one person! So Friday was very stressful and I have decided that I will not be the one to volunteer to run her daycare again!!

As far as keeping her foster girls all weekend and her boys on Thursday night and Friday and Sunday afternoon/evening, that went very well. Everytime we are around kids it makes Eric and I feel more and more ready to start our own family! I have always had a fear that when we are ready for a family I won't be able to get pregnant. So this fear started Eric and I talking about adoption a while back, whether we do or don't have our own biological children. Eric and I have both felt it layed very heavily on hearts that we are supposed to be helping children in need. We are not sure in what aspect, but we both have felt that adoption may be that one aspect. So we are not sure where God will lead us or when he will lead us there but we are continuing to seek guidance for what God's will is and how it is supposed to happen. We would love to adopt these two little girls that my best friend has in foster care, if they don't adopt them. We have grown so close and attached to them and we see the needs that they have for a loving family and home. So like I said we are not sure where or when God will lead us but we feel like we are being led the direction of adoption. Maybe it's these two girls that we will end up with, maybe we won't end up adopting at all. Who knows but right now we are just continuing to pray and seeking God's guidance. We just want whatever happens to be God's will and not our want!

I have a big test that I am not prepared for due to having the kids all weekend, and not being used to studying around the schedule of a 1 and 2 year old! So I am going to study and hope for the best tomorrow!

This week will be a little better than last week I hope. I have a test tomorrow. Clinicals on Tuesday. Wednesday we don't have clinicals because all of our instructors have a conference to attend. Thursday I have a pharmacology test. Friday I have a meeting with WorkOne, which is kind of cool, I found out that I can about 700.00 dollars (maybe a little more ) a semester to help with school that I don't have to pay back! Then Friday night my 13 year old cousin is coming to stay with us until Saturday! So we are looking forward to that!

I hope everyone has a great week...I will update when I can! Take Care!